God gave rock and roll to you..

God gave rock and roll to you..
gave rock and soul to you..
put it in your soul for you..
save rock and roll..
everyone..

Knights.In.Satans.Service.(ie. KISS)


what a great song.. really embodies the spirit of rocking out.. just getting everything off your cheast.. if even for just a second.. *Pheeew*

Maybe its time to let go.. i guess there are somethings in life i just can't hold on to.. and i'm used to quitting when i'm winning.. i wonder what i'm doing sometimes.. will think about it over the week.. quitting...? Ugh.. that'll suck.. but maybe its for the best..? Sigh.. MAYBE.. i'll just walk away for now.. let it bob around in my head.. booking in to camp for the week.. maybe it'll all be over soon..

~i'll be your memory~

Mmm.. its about lunch timee... and well.. u know me..
just got outta bed.. GrinX.. next week looks pretty boring...
another week of aircrafts..
moving hse soon.. so MOST of mah stuff is packed..
sure uncovered a couple of lil momentos..
bringing me back to those days..
baby fotos.. sispec photos.. my climbing stuff..
lil notes from friends.. my old school grades...
those sure were the days.. everything was so simple..
i'm sure you'll agree...

so many things going on..
i want everything.. the high life.. and yet
i love things simple.. i guess thats how its like..
with most pple anyways.. traveling in opposites..
*ahem* anyway i've rambled on enough..

i hope ole Joe is holdin up..
need to realli focus on the stupid buisness too..
make sure things run smoothly..
not to mention keep up wit my course too..

simple..
when thing were simple..

TRYING

Could you let down your hair
be transparent for awhile
just a little while
to see if your human after all

honesty is a hard attribute to find
when we all want to seem like
we've got it all figured out
well let me be the first to say that
I don't have a clue
I don't have all the answers
ain't gonna pretend like I do

I'm just trying
to find my way
trying
to find my way the best that I know how

so here we go.. quick update..
chop chop cherrio and all that..

zack's in taiwan..
tris is in Bintan..
ken's at camp..
trina and belle are actually STUDING for exams..
i've invested in a lil business..
I'm Moving House Soon
i'm posted to viper coy..
AND i'm on Ground Force Air Controller( G F A C ) course for 4 more weeks..

oh.. and i just remembered.. i'm Turning twenty..
grin.. isn't life a biach.. sigh..
Love ya all.. *Hugx* and stuff..

Realised that i haven't blogged in ages..
been what... 3 weeks now..? Yup..
commissioning is over.. and joe's STILL a cadet..
hmm.. Think of the POSSIBILITIES.. GrinX..
well.. went zouk last night.. didn't drink much though..
strange.. haha.. it was fun though..! Feelin pretty mellow..
so here's a mellow song i like..
its by lifehouse.. mmmmmMmm..
brings me back to secondary school..

BREATHING
I'm finding my way back to sanity again
though I don't really know what I'm gonna do when I get there
and take a breath and hold on tight
spin around one more time
and gracefully fall back to the arms of grace
cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's doorand listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah

I'm looking past the shadows in my mind into the truth and I'm
trying to identify the voices in my head
God which one's yours
let me feel one more time what it
feels like to feel alive and
break these calluses off of me
one more time
cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside your door
and listen to your breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
where I wanna be

I don't want a thing from you
bet you're tired of me
waiting for the scraps to fall off of your table to the ground
cause I just want to be here now
cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more thanto sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to your breathing
is where I wanna be yeah

cause I am hanging on every word you say and
even if you don't wanna speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more thanto sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to you breathing
is where I wanna be yeah
where I wanna be
where I wanna be