MmmmMmmmm...
Something is missing eh..?

Shhushhh.. Something is missing.. deep inside..
Sparks flying.. that lil kick..
its totally out of my system now..
the.. *Ahem*.. killer instinct.. its gonE..

anyone know what i'm talking about at all..??
I lost my game.. Uhhhhhhuh..
keepin in check...













Ugh god... what a rubbish post.. its just something on my mind..
i'm offically the settled down man.. Any inclination to flirting is just..
NOt there.. what has become of me.. Uggghhhh..
Night Everybody~~!

Song To say Goodbye..

Good evening ladies.. gentlemen..
I Do apologise for my long abscence..
honestly, i've been meaning to post..
but something always comes up..
and it just slips my mind..

Since this IS my space..
i'll babble.. doodle and whatever funny word
i choose to do or make up..
On block leave now.. going back to camp tmr actually..
strangly.. i think i might enjoy work too much..?
its just abit of dad rubbing off on me..
escaping from reality by working..
back outfield tmr.. = ) actually looking forward to it..

Ooh.. just for your info...
for those who are THINKING of watching underworld..?
Don't.. its just lacking in storyline.. and much else..
only plus point being kate in her undoubtedly sexy cat suit..
Sweet heavens is she hot..~
and there's a little sex scene for you pervs out there..
bottom line.. time can be better spent elsewhere..

Been bumming around the last couple of days..
spending alot of time watching anime on the com..
those i watched when i was younger.. that actually make sense now..
haha.. and spending alot of time with my dear sarah..
she's my guitar for those who may be unfamiliar..
we've gotten better.. closer..

Ahhh.. and went liquid room on sat..
it was just packed... saw many familair faces..
drank my liver cold.. its gonna kick me sometime in the future..
i just know it..

mmmM... and i got the tickets to
the MTv fashionably loud show.. with placebo performing~
thanks to my dear brother who won the tickets..
its friggin invite only... that will be pretty damn sweet...

Ciao..
frame your mind..
to frame of mind..

When it rains it pours..


Sad But true ain't it..
Good God.. I'M sorry..
been having a rough weekk..

Sad but true.. you'll hate to dent..
just drank 2 can't of amsterdam beer..
potent stuff eh..? and haven't smoked in ages..
but tonight i needed it.. 2 sticks nontheless..
Sigh.. when shit hits the fan it just falls like
no one's damn buissness..
life is just FUll of these little suprises..
first i have to conduct 16km rm..
which is ia disaster cuz its a battalion ex..
but the coys decide to do last min changes..
uggh.. my other officers are complaining that i did a screwed up job..
even tho the march was good..(my OC commented)
not only that but i have to be the
POC i.e the organiser for RE 16 on sat..
so 24 KM is Mine to handle again and bcct AND sOC
are every god damn day back to back next week..
and guess who is the OIC..
mmm.. u guessed it..~! *sigh*
Plus the tie down for Bic..
and.. and.. get this..
my relationship is officially on the rocks...
yup.. well done andrew.. u really are the man..
Good Lord.. its like god himself is taking a shit on me..
not to add that my Pc's are not around OR
even doing their job..
so 2ic (ME) has to handle thir platoon's..
ugh.. forgive me typing.. i AM semi high..
yeah... Whhoo..
whho dee doo da.. i've had it..
time to throw in the towel..
smack my ass and call me betty..
but i'm sorry.. andrew is offically on time out...
god bless... may the good lord not shit on your head too..

regards.. andrew

Its Just One of those days...

It just is isn't it..?
everything moves in "slo-mo"
where your brain is just straining to think..

Its downtime for me.. after a long field camp..
and all the shit thats been going on..
+*AhhHhhhhh...+*
-streaches on the chair-
Lord knows i need a break..
No thinking.. no worries.. no commitments..
just me, my whisky on the rocks and heavy metal..
but its back to camp tonight..
no rest for the weary eh..? my thoughts exactly..
might have to kiss my full leutinent goodbye..

Night pple.. sleep well..
with my head this heavy.. i know i will..

Eye of the tiger

Rising up, back on the street

Did my time, took my chances

Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet

Just a man and his will to survive

So many times, it happens too fast

You change your passion for glory

Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past

You must fight just to keep them alive

"The best things in life are worth fighting for, worth dying for'

everyday is a battle.. it isn't easy or perfect..

i won't go without a fight..