My hands glide across the book..
fingertips graze past the cover..
And I think of how you must have felt..
And strength that pulled you through..
and it will, time and time again..

we are both strong.. in mind and will..
and all we need is to trust..
in love and in time..

Expression..

I'm not the churchy type but thank god for expression..
I feel blessed to be able to play and sing music.. And Dance..
I'd be less of a person if i couldn't express myself this way..
i lose myself in music and movement..

Be it the songs i sing Or the energy from the dance..
my emotions always come out front..
No guards no facades.. just me..

We are all shun the light of day.. and fear judgement..
But to lose it all.. and let it fall away..
We become free.. and spread our wings..
now that is what living must be about..

Andrew

Emo daes..

My Dearest tris is at the Airport.. *sigh*..
Its not going to be the same without him around..
called to say goodbye just now..
i'm bestest bro leaving on a jetplane..
Haha.. well i know he'll do just fine..

Spent part of the afternoon Dancing.. Haha..
it's been so long since i've had to chorieo,.
But it was really fun..! Guys hip hop man!

Well.. all that aside..
Really need to buckle down on school work..
Priorities man.. stay focused andrew..
Don't let complacency get the better of you..

Much love Tris.. The boys will be holding down the fort..
WE ain't going anywhere..

Its been so long since i felt this way..
like i don't deserve the likes of this world..
powerless to the circumstances of man..

i hate to be emo.. Ask my friends
Last time i felt so dark and gloomy was Jc..
i was one dark broody metal loving kid..
writing all my gothy poems and stuff..

The world embraces us with a vice like grip..
So tight we lose our breath, as the world fades black..
and the last screams we force go unheard..
silent prayers for deliverance..

Truth..

There is a law that seperates opposites..
confusion and clairity, light from the dark,

And right now.. i'm confused...
con-fu-sion: hazy,lazy mostly hazy..

Is confusion an excuse not to deal with my issues..?
could be.. so much going on.. and i keep putting it aside..
i figure I must not get carried away..
focus on the simple things in life..
friends, work and school..


Emo is the enemy~! *grin*
i should take a trip, unwind and go to my happy place..!

Oh and here are the pic of me and the guys on ken's 21st..
God i love the boys.. Enjoy