Ah...~

Okay.. a weird name for a title.. = )
but lemmie explain.. just had one of those days.
Recently these days come few and far apart..
Still Blur? Alright.. its one of those days that..
well everything just flows.. pieces fit..
basically its a GOOD day (thats for the lay.. LAYMAN!)

Pick ups of the day..? had a really wicked skate session with the guys today.. i haven't skated in ages and was realli rusty, but with the Rush from watching skate videos in the morning, i went hard and fast.. 50-50, 5 O, kickflips.. big ass ollies.. even tried a tre-flip and nollie bigspin.. haha.. ken and sam are pretty good now.. wish i could practice with them and learn new tricks.. but sigh..such is the life of a NATION protector... grinx.

also picked up my issue of FHM US.. with ALysissa Milano on the cover..! *drool* joe will be totally jealous.. haha.. i'll let u look at it.. BUT no touching.. haha..Damn she's fine.. both me and joe worship the ground she walks on.. haha alright.. i MAY be exaggeratin Just a LiL.. but she's one of the top few in my list..

Hmmx.. just came from newton food center.. saw trina there.. talked awhole LOTTA rubbish.. from shoes.. to why alyssia milano is so hot( y can't she see it!?) sheesh.. to her complaining about my JEANS.. AHem.. haha.. ANYWAY.. moving AWAY from that topic..

I'm back home now.. and well thought i'd blog now.. its about 5.. gonna sleep soon.. gotta wake ken up early tmr to study and do my OPS orders homework.. for now i'm headin to my bed.. and gonna curl up under my sheets..

Goodnight everyone..

~Stunned~...

Erm.. okay.. gonna blog now..
So just Lemmie say..
this.. this is a weird post to start..
Don't Know the significance or meaning..
But will try to work it out along the way..

So the story begins with me at Orchard rd..
and i'm gettin my passport size photos at the
Kodak shop at far east.. Snap Snap Snap..
and its over..

So i'm waiting at the counter to check the photos
before they develop.. and they are sent to printing...
So i turn to walk around far east.. take 2 steps..
and look up.. and i just stop in my steps..
i coulden't help it.. there was this girl that walked past..

So yah.. this hasn't happened to me in a long time..
Which is the strange bit.. i think.. its just been so long..
since a girl caused me to mindblank..
She wasn't MODEL pretty.. Not scantly dressed or anything..
she had that short spunky hair.. Blue tube top and Jeans..
she reminded me of some one.. = X not saying who tho..
*grinX*

In fact.. i don't even remember how she looks like now..
the aim of this post is NOT to show off this cute girl..
don't get me wrong.. Its just.. Strange.. = )
It felt weird.. Guess all i can say is..
its been too long.. = ) Is there something i'm missing here..?
Maybe i'm just overthinking things.. haha..
Stupid post huh.. Off 2 try and skate..

Right..

So 2 weeks into Tri-service term 2 at OCS..
How are things..? Honestly.. i'm Slowly..
and i STRESS slowly.. gettin the hang of the place..
still a newbie.. gettin used to the new "culture"..
rules.. system.. and shit...
BUT there's one thing i hate.. Absolutly hate..
The 3Km morning runs Everyday..!
i'll just come out and say it..
i'm not one of the fit guys..
Those who can run like forever..

So its abit demoralising.. BUT.. i can feel it..
slowly i'm pickin up.. getting fitter.. stronger..
gotta keep up the pace.. Fight all the way..
I think i might take a nap.. wanna catch up on some Z's..

In the Words of Ozzy Orsbourne..
"i love you all.. i love you more than life itself.. But ur all fucking mad.."

Good Night~

Over...

So Finally finished 10 weeks of bslc.. Went through ALL the exercises, never reported sick or fell out.. Completed my nutcracker.. Grandslam.. and 32Km route march.. that was last night for ur info.. My Whole body is achin.. the soles of my feet are blistered.. shoulders brused.. and since we marched through the night.. i haven't got a wink of sleep.. and after all of this i'm still here standing.. and the posting is out.. lookin back i remember the first week how "garang" i was.. aiming to go ocs and all.. less than 2 weeks after i decided it was too hard and gave up. So the weird thing is... I made the OCS transfer..~! i'll be joining golf wing on wednesday starting the second term.. its weird cuz i'm not AS happy as i thought i would be.. i'm leaving behind Good friends.. and a good section.. but As usual life and time waits for no one.. we must press on..

I was awarded foxtrot platoon best today after the march.. the ceremony was torture~ pure TORTURE.. after the 32 km.. i coulden't even straighten my knees without them aching.. not to mention stand at attention in the field for another hour.. but when the LTC of Sispec gave me my rank.. it was all worth it.. the pain melted away for a brief second..

Got my posting at 2 but was held back till about 5+.. and lugged ALL my stuff and stores back home.. so took a cab.. thats IT.. all i remember of the week..

Was pretty stressed out cuz i was the LPS.. but the guys were all co-operative.. anyway.. may go club this weekend.. and to the movies.. and.. well.. Other stuff.. I know the foxtrot platoon 2 guys may not read this but i'll miss u guys..

What a weekend.. Seems like i'm in a run of good luck..
well good isn't exactly the word.. cuz i'm feeling Kinda awkward about it all.. so here's for those who may not have heard.. erm..

1) Apparently i'll be getting foxtrot platoon 2's platoon best when i graduate form SISPEC this friday.. god knows how that happened.. i don't exactly stand out of a crowd.. i just do my job.. BUT do it well of course~ grin.. so yar.. never been the best before.. so its abit weird to say the least.. feeling a tad uncomfortable about it...

2) Secondly.. i Think.. i made the transfer to OCS after finishing my BSLC.. For the layman.. OCS= officer cadet school and BSLC=Basic Section Leader Course. So yar.. only the top 5 % get to cross over to OCS from SISPEC.. and i had grueling interviews with my OC and CO to get the place.. So my name's been sent to ocs.. weather i Do get the place.. well i'll know by friday.. the strange thing is that.. intitially i REALLY wanted to go.. that was for the first 2 weeks of sispec.. now.. i'm not so sure.. well i'll take things as they come i guess..

3) Was hanging out in town with some old Marist Guys.. shooting sum pool.. walked 2 HMV after.. and when i was in the mambo shop looking at the watches.. a lady came up to me and asked if i would like to be entered in the Teen magazine model contest or something.. she said erm.. "i was quite suitable".. Whatever that means.. The first thing me and nick thought was.. DAMN.. they must be pretty damn desperate.. haha.. So i just gave them my particulars.. got straight out of the store.. i got a freaked out vibe.. *shudder*.. Ugh.. Me? in a magazine..? that i've never read before..? yuck..~ can't exactly see myself doing that..


So thats it for the awkwardness..
just got back from the Hoobastank concert..
went with tris.. brendon.. the ny girls.. tash and tiffany..
it was.. Good.. damn man.. not great..
but up there..was like.. 3 rows from the lead singer..
we were sharing the same air.. grin..
The energy was great.. Really Good stuff..
They played songs like..
Running Away.. Crawling in the dark.. Pieces.. Just one.. Same Direction.. remember me.. and the reason..


After all that..supper at Newton.. and a couple of beers.. Ahhh..~ Tired and sleepy.. but what a night.. Going out for some alone time.. and well.. sleep.. got a Long week before graduation.. 6Km and 8Km fast march.. 32km route march.. my poor feet..

The Rasmus. Guilty
"i put a shield upon you
i didn't mean to hurt you
i would have only poisoned your mind
never meant to make you cry"