"There Is"

This vacation's useless..
These white pills aren't kind..
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive..
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9..
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights..
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have..
The days have come and gone..
Our lives went by so fast..
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor..
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more..
Do you care if i don't know what to say..
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me..
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay..
That there's someone out there who feels just like me..
There is..

Those notes you wrote me..
I've kept them all..
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall..
With every single letter in every single word..
There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl..
Do you care if i don't know what to say..
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me..
Will i shake this off,
pretend its all okay..
that there's someone out there who feels just like me..
There is..

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me..
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay..
That there's someone out there who feels just like me..
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me..
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay..
That there's someone out there who feels just like me..
There is..

21 Km..

Okay.. so my legs have NEVER been through such torture ever..Its crazy now that i think about it... it still boggles the mind..i mean.. to me it just never occured that i could run 21km..or even 5km.. or 6km.. haha.. well u get my point.. i just can't really see myself running unless ABSOLUTLY necessary..but any 2hrs and 7 mins ain't bad timing at all..

During the run i found.. that i ran faster and pushed harder.. because my friends were there.. I was SO happy to see my SISPEC buddies and sergeants.. we laughed and joked.. and i saw friends from maris stella.. It was really just like old times.. and these guys just kept my morale up.. so i ran even faster when i got tired.. Strange huh..? Friends mean the world to me.. Thinking of the pple suppporting me just kinda made the jarring in my ankles and the cramping of my calves melt away.. if even for that one second.. So yah~.. i love u all.. but damn thats one hell of a long run..
Glad i made it.. but good god.. NEVER AGAIN..~ My feet are begging me..

So ANYWAY i've ranted on long enough about the run.. So when i came home... HE was staring at me with those Glaring eyes.. I could feel its bloodlust..one wrong move and he would leap for my neck..his tall lean body prone to strike in a heartbeat.. thats right~! all 4kgs of my new Miniature snauzer..( is that how u spell it???) Haha.. yeah.. mom and jie decided to get a dog.. cool huh..? Its adorable.. but its realli causing major family tension between..
Ken ("The Anti-Dog") and Jie("the Pro-Dog")

To me it doesn't matter either way.. i could live with or without him.. i mean.. i'm in camp 5 days a week... anyway.. the guys are waiting.. gonna go acs barker and skate..Oh and Btw.. i just got the new Papa Roach Cd.. and its a good 4\5 Stars man.. A must listen.. Rock on pple... rock on..

Ah...~

Okay.. a weird name for a title.. = )
but lemmie explain.. just had one of those days.
Recently these days come few and far apart..
Still Blur? Alright.. its one of those days that..
well everything just flows.. pieces fit..
basically its a GOOD day (thats for the lay.. LAYMAN!)

Pick ups of the day..? had a really wicked skate session with the guys today.. i haven't skated in ages and was realli rusty, but with the Rush from watching skate videos in the morning, i went hard and fast.. 50-50, 5 O, kickflips.. big ass ollies.. even tried a tre-flip and nollie bigspin.. haha.. ken and sam are pretty good now.. wish i could practice with them and learn new tricks.. but sigh..such is the life of a NATION protector... grinx.

also picked up my issue of FHM US.. with ALysissa Milano on the cover..! *drool* joe will be totally jealous.. haha.. i'll let u look at it.. BUT no touching.. haha..Damn she's fine.. both me and joe worship the ground she walks on.. haha alright.. i MAY be exaggeratin Just a LiL.. but she's one of the top few in my list..

Hmmx.. just came from newton food center.. saw trina there.. talked awhole LOTTA rubbish.. from shoes.. to why alyssia milano is so hot( y can't she see it!?) sheesh.. to her complaining about my JEANS.. AHem.. haha.. ANYWAY.. moving AWAY from that topic..

I'm back home now.. and well thought i'd blog now.. its about 5.. gonna sleep soon.. gotta wake ken up early tmr to study and do my OPS orders homework.. for now i'm headin to my bed.. and gonna curl up under my sheets..

Goodnight everyone..

~Stunned~...

Erm.. okay.. gonna blog now..
So just Lemmie say..
this.. this is a weird post to start..
Don't Know the significance or meaning..
But will try to work it out along the way..

So the story begins with me at Orchard rd..
and i'm gettin my passport size photos at the
Kodak shop at far east.. Snap Snap Snap..
and its over..

So i'm waiting at the counter to check the photos
before they develop.. and they are sent to printing...
So i turn to walk around far east.. take 2 steps..
and look up.. and i just stop in my steps..
i coulden't help it.. there was this girl that walked past..

So yah.. this hasn't happened to me in a long time..
Which is the strange bit.. i think.. its just been so long..
since a girl caused me to mindblank..
She wasn't MODEL pretty.. Not scantly dressed or anything..
she had that short spunky hair.. Blue tube top and Jeans..
she reminded me of some one.. = X not saying who tho..
*grinX*

In fact.. i don't even remember how she looks like now..
the aim of this post is NOT to show off this cute girl..
don't get me wrong.. Its just.. Strange.. = )
It felt weird.. Guess all i can say is..
its been too long.. = ) Is there something i'm missing here..?
Maybe i'm just overthinking things.. haha..
Stupid post huh.. Off 2 try and skate..

Right..

So 2 weeks into Tri-service term 2 at OCS..
How are things..? Honestly.. i'm Slowly..
and i STRESS slowly.. gettin the hang of the place..
still a newbie.. gettin used to the new "culture"..
rules.. system.. and shit...
BUT there's one thing i hate.. Absolutly hate..
The 3Km morning runs Everyday..!
i'll just come out and say it..
i'm not one of the fit guys..
Those who can run like forever..

So its abit demoralising.. BUT.. i can feel it..
slowly i'm pickin up.. getting fitter.. stronger..
gotta keep up the pace.. Fight all the way..
I think i might take a nap.. wanna catch up on some Z's..

In the Words of Ozzy Orsbourne..
"i love you all.. i love you more than life itself.. But ur all fucking mad.."

Good Night~