Let it Be

When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

How Wicked..

its so strange.. i was reading ronghui's msn nick..
it says.. "it'll stop hurting, once i get used to it"
Wow.. that really hits a chord..
messages really come in different shapes and sizes..

SOrry to hear whats going on buddy..
i don't know but i hope things are fine.. = )

sometimes.. when u hurt.. getting used to it..
and denying it TO hurt.. doesn't get us anywhere..
aknowledge the hurt.. don't deny it..
love ya mates.. = )

Looking from the OUtside In..

I'm normally not the type to watch chinese shows..
but mom happened to switch it on.. like most shows its about family..

Men have it tough.. we try to do so much for the ones we love..
and its scary to share our worries with the ones we love..
So this guy.. he's a good man.. works hard.. mild demior..
loves his family.. and is filial to his parents..

now he's going through a rough time.. dad passes away.. lost his job..
and wife suspects he's having an affair..
and he has to put a a strong face.. and his wife isn't making it easy..
she doesn't trust him as far as she can throw him..
cuz she has a ll these stories in her head about him being a cheat..
and a liar amongst many things..

He's where it hits home.. i feel many of my friends think i'm this and that..
when i'm not.. = ).. so let me tell you a lil about me.. things that u might
have gotten wrong in the past..

that i'm a ladies man.. i know how to be flirty, and the right things to say.. but i don't.. haha.. hard to believe maybe.. i dunno.. actually i'm really nerdy and personally i think "getting with girls" is low.. i hate it when other guys do it.. can't respect that.. altho i may say otherwise sometimes..

That i have everything under control.. and that i haven't got any problems.. truth is.. if you have problems and ur willing to talk about it.. ur better off than me.. cuz i LIKE to act like everything is just fine and dandy all the time.. but sometimes.. i have my fair share of low lows.. so there.. i STILL give good advice tho~.. = )

That i don't care about my friends.. THIS one.. here's the thing.. i guess i don't really know how to be a good friend.. and i apologise if sometimes i don't do right by you guys.. i know i could spend more times with you and talk to you guys more.. my marist buddies.. how much i treasure you guys.. i mean.. we grew up together.. sorry for always baggin on ya joe.. and thanks for putting up with me guys and still including me in shit.. it means the world..

here's some random rantings.. i love my momma.. yea i'm a momma's boy.. haha can't help it.. i'm a guys guy.. i love to have a drink and i'm just as clueles abot relationships as the next male.. cuz lets be honest.. u women are from a different world.. haha.. no offence.. its a joke.. i DO my best in the things i love.. for the pple i love.. just ask isaac.. we climbed our hearts out.. that was love man.. the only time u could drag us away from walls was when our hands couldn't grip anymore.. i loved climbing.. i really appreciate my girlfriend.. i know i tell you guys we have problems here and there.. and that its tough on me sometimes.. but i know what..? she means the world to me.. i'd take a bullet for her and she does so much for me.. we're in a great place now.. from here we're like a fine french wine.. we'll get better with age and time.. Love ya Babe~!

Now u know.. = )..

"Angels Cry"

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
(please don't cry)

Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear
Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours, Minutes into years
Don't ask me why (please don't cry)

I cant tell you lies
Angels cry when stars collide
I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.



Why..? cuz angels Do cry..
lets be honest here.. we can't live a fairytale life..
nodoby can.. if u think so.. you are dreaming..
we all wish it was happy and simple every day..
so pure and simple..
but we all have our moments..
we will have our moments..

XOXOXO

Heya~.. its 4 and i have trouble sleeping.. so i blog.. = )

STRAWBERRY GEn. . .
Does that mean anything to you..? or do i sound like i've been hitting the bottle again..?? *grin*.. if you read the papers yesterday you'd know.. The article is about a man.. he's 25 years old and has jumped 10 jobs in 5 years.. funny thing is that, this is a strange cultural thing in taiwan recently.. why the of all fruit, the strawberry generation, you might ask..?

As in all things in life a cute metaphor eases the tension and brings forth LIGHT..
Thus the "STRAWBERRY" metaphor.. Simply cuz it, as a fruit.. It Bruses easily..
Now it doesn't sound so GLAM all of a sudden eh..? kinda insulting too..
Sounds so sweet but its an outright atack.. mmMm... stings a lil too.. haha..

Maybe as a generation we are Too taken care of.. we don't know hardship..
i know it never seems that way.. we always think our shoes are the hardest to walk a mile in.
and different people go through different lives.. but if you could drop your pride..
and just look at our society for a moment.. at you AND me and all thats around us..
It would seem the TAIWANese aren't the only ones with this problem..

this is just me..
I never once wondered how the dishes magicially seemed to be clean and ready..
when and where i needed them.. when the maid left.. I found out..!
when i was assigned dishes.. i actually complained.. a hell of alot too..
i also complained that mom should pay for my education..
my uni and whatnot.. even got a lil upset about it.. Does she really HAVE to..
hell no.. but I thought so.. she's done so much over the years for me.. yup..
this is a sappy me and my mommy moment~ i'm not gonna lie and be MACHO about it..
So there.. she didn't have to pay a single cent.. but i thought she owed me a LIVING..

I probably am a strawberry.. brought up too well and bruse easily..
well for now that is.. life isn't all doing what we like..
its just an observation..
look at your life.. and see if maybe you ARE that PROVERBEAL strawberry..