What the F***..

Morning everyone.. i finished work about half an hour ago..
and i'm fucking dead beat tired..
thats basically the meaning of the title..

Today was totally crazy.. but i'm home and about to hit the sack..
time to knock off..


have a good one pple.. lotsa love

Stare at the Sun..

Any of you guys heard of thrice..?
Well.. There are alot of bands out there i like but
Ifi had to pick one..
This has got the be MY favourate..
People have the notion that rock is all head banging and screaming..
But I suprises me how i draw strength from their lyrics..
My princess has been feeling lost..
and i wanna share with her what gives me strength..

This Song is called
"the Melting point of wax"

I've waited for this moment

All my life and more

And now I see so clearly

What I could not see before.

The time is now or never

This chance won't come again

Throw caution and myself into the wind.

There's no promise of safety with these secondhand wings

But I'm willing to find out what impossible means.

A leap of faith.

Parody of an angel

Miles above the sea

I hear the voice of reason

Screaming after me

"You've flown far too high boy now you're too close to the sun,

Soon your makeshift wings will come undone

"But how will I know limits from lies

if I never try?"

Be Strength my dear..

i'll shield you from bullets and rain..

Let the weight of the world crumble

before i do.. that harm shall come unto you..

let my love be strength..

In this pasage of a lifetime..

Three days Grace..

Your bottle's almost empty..
You know this can't end well..
Because of you my mind is always racing..
The needles breaking your skin
the stories sinking in..
and now your trip begins but its all over..
its all over for you..
for you..

when your on the edge and falling off..
Its all over..
i know what runs through your blood..
You do this all in vain..
because of you my mind is always racing..

and now you're dead inside..
Still you wonder why..



I Love my rock.. absolutly can't live without it.. and there're so many cool albums to listen to.. My chemical romance has released The Black Parade. Taking back sunday has released Louder Now.. Ohh.. this is a good one.. I am Ghost has Lovers Requiem..
The Black maria has A Shared History of Tradgey.. Three Days Grace has Onex..
Tsk tsk.. a feast for the senses..

Rock has always been a safe haven for my pain and lost.. a drug to release all shackled inside.. To which i'll be eternally greatful..

Mr Nice Guy

OKay.. i'm just gonna rant.. and this is coming from a place..
that well.. simply put its just buzzings in my head.. so ..
okay..

Mr nice guy.. working at rogue and acid bar.. i see a tonne of guys..
now these guys come in with different girls each night.. pretty girls..
and they open bottles of hennesy or black label.. averaging $250 a bottle..
strange thing.. and don't go judging me.. but i always thought i'd be like that..
you know, the ladies man.. with pretty girls.. drinks are always on me..

but.. know what.. i find that as far back as i can remember..
as much as i wanted to do All out flirting with girls..
i just never have been able to.. its like.. the fibres in me are wired..
to BE.. Mr Nice guy.. don't listen to my friends.. they'll say ii'm a Biach..
*grinx*.. Turns out i'm inhibited to DO stuff like that..
Seducing a girl with booze and waiting for her to mess up..
i just can't.. cuz well.. i have a sister..
and i'd kill anyone who even tries something like that..

ah well.. looks like i'll always be the dorky guy who does the right thing..
sends the girl home in a cab.. home safe.. and pay the fare..
that is.. on the OFF chance i'm not drunk myself..

well its in the wiring.. and i'm not gonna fight it..
i have and always be the goofy funny mr nice guy..




NIGHT everybody~!

Living on a Prayer..

Hello Cyberspace.. Its 4.11Am.. n well..
i've been really grudging to blog recently..
not cuz of work hours or cuz i'm tired of it..
but.. strangest thing.. there's so much going on in my head..
little flashes of brilliance or idiocy.. i got both you see..
that.. well.. its so confusing.. and i don't wanna get into it..
its not BAD stuff or GOOD stuff in particular.. just.. STUFF.. = )

Should i blog something meaningful for example..?
cuz god knows it'll REACH the masses.. including me.. that makes.. um..
hmm.. plus 1... carry the 4..

one..

Haha.. i COULD make a statement about moral standpoints and views..
or how i can't stand ah lians.. or the haze..
but Nahhh.. who wants to hear that.. love you guys~