Good morning dreary eyed lover
i hope last night was as good for you as it was for me.
she just smiles and pulls me close,
resting her head on my chest hearing my heart race.

So serene i wonder what you are dreaming of
as i brush your hair to the side of your face.
Breathe out, i know this perfect love
buried under folds of pillows and blankets.

The amber leaves rustle outside the window
and the musky autumn air fills my lungs.
Deep breath, i fall back into you
nestled together the world is as good as it gets.

I watched the sky change shades of blue from my window..
i can still see the sun crawling up above the trees.

i finally got back from my second day of work at club nana
(thats where i'm working now for those who don't know)
at around 630am. I've worked two 10 hour shifts in the last
two days and i'm beat.

Its funny how people naturally assume that i'm born with a
silver spoon in my mouth. That i'm one of those guys who has
it easy, with a car bought by mommy and allowance from daddy.
Come to think of it, i haven't had allowance since after A levels.
Haha, God knows i'd like to be. Unfortunately it isn't so, and i have
to work for what i want.

And in the midst of typing this post, i realize it has hit a strange place.
and as such i shall end off here with one last sentence.

'Rarely do people appreciate the hardworking guy or girl these days,
It seems we have let the all mighty dollar filter our eyes.'

Is it too early in the year to type a post on love..? (: ahh, why not?Over the years there are some truths about love i hold near and dear..these rules are actually really apparent to everyone.. but yet we fail to adhere..which only leads to trouble.. So here's how it goes..

1) When you like someone, its kinda like we are blindfolded to the obvious and all we can see is our desire to be close to them. But here's the catch, cliche as it is You really can't force love. Especially when the other party just doesn't feel the same way. Trust me, I've tried. So let love just take its course.

2) Cosmic. Here is where my whole philosophy on love takes shape. I believe in cosmic connection. You can call it fate, luck or whatever. But the jist of it is that Firstly Everything has its time and place. That means, the perfect person will be there when he or she is meant to be there. No need to rush or force anything, it'll just happens. Secondly, the cosmic connection. Its like not only are there sparks but in a moment you know. In a word its magic.

So in 2 tidy sentences..
Relationships are all about going with the flow..
and when a good one happens.. its awesome..

A New Year calls for New resolutions..
Personally i've broken every single resolution i've ever made.
But i thought i'd list down the things to look forward to in 2008.

I am Looking forward to..

1)Finishing my second year at uni. Its just one of those personal milestone goals that my eye is always on. I have to work harder to pull my GPA up from last sem if i still wanna maintain my Honours.

2)Spending more time with the people i love. My friends and family. Going on exciting outings and adventures.

3)Having that perfect relationship i keep playing out in my head. i know.. i know.. these things don't just fall from the sky, and i have high standards, but hey who knows..?

4)A year of great music and parties with mates..!

Resolutions.. *Fingers Crossed*
i Resolve to..

1) Drink less for one. Just don't wanna drink cuz i can anymore. Its taxing on the wallet and body. So Less social drinking, but the occasional party is fine. haha..

2) Patience and maturity. I hope i'll grow personally and emotionally this year. i still catch myself in instances of worry and weakness, procrastinating and impatience. i wanna work on that this year.. 23 is pretty old, and i can't get away with murder anymore.

3) Start working on my driving license this year. Put it off for too long..

4)work hard for my Grades. i am a straight A student if i make the effort, so no cock ups this year.

5) Be more involved in school, music and bartending..

:) well they are just resolutions, have a good year everyone.. Achieve all you aim for and i hope for nothing but the best for all of you in love and life for 2008..

Tell me who i am, tell me what to say.
caught in dead ends with no other way.
I'll say anything, do anything to make you stay.

We turned our heads choosing to forget.
Heart tugging, tears welling, we walk away.
In our heads it seemed so simple.


Emo la.. i know.. i've been writing stuff like this for longer
than i can remember, plus all the music i grew up on.
Just a jumble of words that spilt into sentences.
A mix and match if idle drabble.

There's alot on my mind. Starting work, school, and other stuff.
I'd rather push it all away and hope it all solves itself
and as it is i procrastinate. But gotta grab it all by the balls
and suck it up.