Last thing on my mind..

Sigh... okay.. yes.. this is the title of that lovey dovey
leann rimes and ronan keating song..
Don't gimmie that look.. i know.. i know..
What am i thinking..!? Well i DON'T know!
It just came to mind okay..
Anyway Thats pretty much how i'm feeling..
realli confused.. AS u can tell by now.. sigh..
i wanna.. shoulda.. coulda...
but i won't... sigh.. wondering if i'm actually scared..?
Right.. this must sound like a LOt of blabbing..
but its MY blog and i will BLAB Alllll i want..!
*Grin..*

Well that aside...
watched the whole of school 1 and 2 book out last night..
and i had to stay back to re-do my hand granade..
cuz i was sick the last time.. was pretty depressing to be honest..
seeing almost everyone leave.. but i got to book out at 3pm sat..
so it wasn't TOO bad... Pass Out Parade comin up soon..
strangly not too phsyced about it.. syspec here i come..
i think i can kiss my OCS place good bye..
but i'm not gonna complain.. can't change what i can't control..
*grin*..

Probably will stay over at zacks place tonight..
Do a lil drinking.. talking.. should be fun..
everything seems okay at home.. so basically..
everything seems pretty damn peaceful.. realli enjoying it..

Anyway.. shall end with lyrics from "100 years"..
its that five for fighting song.. if u haven't heard it..
u should.. haha..

'I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire
Making our way back from Mars '
Five For Fighting."100 years"