okay.. this is like 3 posts in one.. well 2 posts and a cruddy poem..
Enjoi..

Army..

Aiight... ever since this blog has started..
not too long ago.. i've posted a hell of alotta stuff.
Ups and Downs.. poems.. lyrics.. Songs.. u name it
and well i like it.. but as many of you know..
i'm enlisting for ns on wed... the 31st of march..

I've heard alot of stuff about ns recently..
and personally i think physically i'll be okay..
but man.. its gonna suck my freedom empty..
*sigh*.. so is the life of a HERO like myself..
GIVING my time so all the other lazy bastards can sleep safe..
damn.. i wanna be a lazy bastard.. hahax..

Gone will be the daes of lazing at home..
chilling with the fellas at 7-11..
throwing down sick tricks while skating..
Clubbing with my usual pals..
laffing it up with my close frenx...

BUT Ns will probably be cool.. and i can take a mental holidae..
thinking solider my ass.. u say jump and i say how high man..
so simply put.. fuck it... lets do this shit..
To everyone that comes here.. thanks.. appreciate it
tag the board & i'll get back to you..
If i feel like it.. hahax.. Wish me luck..

Aunt andrew(aunt aggy)

*sigh* i see so many friends with so many problems..
girl probs.. guy problems.. keeping up with studies..
family problems.. drinking .. smoking...
i think one realli big regret.. is that.. i want to..
but i can't help anymore.. not that i physically can't..
but i just wanna stop.. i hate breeding dependency..
i'm so sorry... everyone dun depend on me please..
i may sound like i know the answers but i don't..
i can't carry all of your pain..
i have my own problems to deal with..
i'll always be here guiding.. watching your backs..
but that's about all i can do now.. watch..
In the words of ozzy oursbourne..
"i love you all.. i love you more than life itself..
But ur all Fucking mad.."
haha.. alight.. please deal with ur problems..
for each fall helps us learn something new...
and don't crumble even if the weight of the world is on your shoulders..
remember that tmr is a new day..
and i ALWAYS check on my patients.. *grin*..

tell me... someone tell me..

Our lives once held such lusture and shine..
a flash.. and it was as if the world spun slower..
time seemed to stand still as it fell from our hands
against the Harsh and shattered in 2..
one half for me and the other.. for you
2 halves seperated.. leaving behind a cloud of dust..
it blinds your eyes so you don't know how 2 see..
it binds your heart so you don't know how 2 feel..
My half senses a deeper longing in you..
your mind screams.. but your lips can't say it..
Its just not the way u saw it would be..
but i've been wrong before.. and i don't trust myself..
and i made up my mind.. to find out for myself..
thats why 4 in the morning..
feeling ur presence that day.. felt warm..
i coulden't help but miss it.. Knowing that u never left..
So Close to being just memories in each others worlds.. ghosts..
Of all the times i've had the answer.. i wish i had it now..
Angels send me a sign upon ur wings..
This Dark Angel asks only for deliverance..
Shed Some light into My Abyss..
For the sacrament is you.

As for Tonight..
Sweet child of mine.. i do like you so..
So torn apart in 2 directions..
What am i to do with these feelings..?
but the time and place are just not to be..
To each our lives.. our roads my cross..
Where do we go.. from here on out..
step by step.. i have no doubt..
take my hand and walk by my side..
i know ur scared.. the same as me..
Feel your fears melt away..
For there is a light at the end of this tunnel..
and a prayer to answer all of our troubles..