Thursday, March 25, 2004

Lets go...

Harsh words... i've heard alot since like.. yah..
pple who sms..call msg.. talk.. blog.. all of it..
and i'm gonna give due credit.. first let me say thanks..
by no means will i be ungreatful.. efforts and opinions duely noted..

One asked so many questions.. all to which...
i cannot give right answers.. u may think that i am stupid..
but let me assure you if u do.. then u are gravely mistaken..
u may be right.. i don't deserve her.. i don't stand out..
i'm only 18 & i don't know love.. i'm not good enough..
and of course there ARE people more qualified than me..
are you saying we should all fall for the greatest crudentials..?
Disregarding our feelings.. surely not..?
if not i should marry some girls diploma someday..

but lets turn the tables.. chill a sec.. lets play..
i'll throw out a question... does anyone know love..?
Hello..~? only an echo.. He who says yes is probably a fool..
will someone please pass me the dictionary?
so we can check the defination..? but does it matter..?
point taken..?

when will i come 2 my senses.. in due time.. in due time..
u are not in my shoes.. please don't pretend to understand
how i feel and what i should do.. no man has that right but me..
and to assume comes from a place of pure arrogance and anger..
maybe i struck a nerve.. if so step off my boots..
and start cleaning yours..

on a different note.. understand that i AM getting over it..
and that in NO way do i feel she owes me anything..
do i expect things to work out ever..? no.. i know better..
BUT should i not be hurt or upset while working tru it.. ?
if you didn't feel such on your turn.. and u are a bigger man than i am..
but personally.. i seriously doubt it..

*grin*.. do you get it..? if u got more to say i'm here ALL day..
its okay if cat got your tongue.. i'd be shocked too..
and lastly..? i'm not ur brother.. if anything..
i distant.. real distant cousin..

Sorry if i'm harsh.. i'm NOrmally nice.. *Grin*