Stay in shadow by Finger 11

So cold that you cannot cope
With a frozen heart
I guess we blow apart
I guessed it from the start
Stay in shadow
I’ll run this world out
Stay in shadow
It’s running out of time
Stay in shadow
I want to watch it drown
Stay in this now

Don’t say because you can’t
Say what we should have been
Don’t show what I resent
Don’t know cause I forget

So cruel to be so blind
Darkness was on my side
Now that you’ve come and gone
I know where I belong

Light is leaving as I watch you go
Light is leaving inside of my soul

stacie orrico. i promise
Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

contrasting isn't it...
How do i say this.. Orrico is so poppy..
but the lyrics are well..good in a sense as in how i'm feeling..
like confused.. longing.. empty.. all that..
and Eleven.. man..
the sound,energy,anger,tension,fustration.. the deep rooted anguish
all of it.. have you ever.. felt so torn apart in 2 ways...
my dark pulling away from my white..
doing whats right or giving in to the darkness..
fine.. this may sound so overused.. out of some good and evil fairy tale..
i miss the power and haterd of being dark..
in retrospect.. i am so fucked.. *grin*..
life's a bitch... and then you die.. sweet rest to all..
pray that i may never wake.. So god above my soul to take..
For in this twlight hour of night.. the outside world thus sheds but no light..
Shadows dance upon the walls.. at this time when darkness falls..