Wandering aimlessly through blogs, i see posts of friends geared up for the holidays and new year. I think its great, and I'm really happy for them. I would never rain on anyone elses parade. December trips abroad with family and loved ones, new years resolutions and holiday bashes litter facebook statuses and blogs.

Such i pity that i have to end the year on a bad note.
That and well, all the work is just tiring me out. But i've never really been one for the holidays anyway so that works out. And as many times before, i sit by the com, whisky water by my side and ponder about the year. Not about anything in particular, but bask in there really being nothing to be thankful for. Oh, how selfish of me. Don't get me wrong, I Am thankful for my family, my health and all that usual stuff. What I MEANT, was nothing great happened this year to be proud of. Well i Digress. Before i let myself continue to blabber on, i'll end it here, sweet and short.

Merry Christmas friends, if i haven't spent time with you or seen you, I apologize, you still mean the world to me. May this holiday bring you together with the people who you love, and who love you. That is what should matter, above anything else. Adieu.