My word for the year, no, for the decade is "resolve". Along with my bunch of things like, being present to the things around me and earnestly intending for having things I want to have happen, happen. Just some of the things I do if you don't already know. Its a mental thing.. :)
The more and more I think about it, the more it grows on me. It's a strong word that invokes commitment, steadfastness and an almost unrivaled confidence. Saying it out loud in the manner, "I resolve to.....", it could be feed my monkey, or score straight A's, bake a pineapple upside-down cake, just conjures the personal commitment from oneself and puts it out there.
So there it is, a word I love to make me do the things I normally don't want to. :) Peace!
Monday, February 01, 2010
Memories memories bring me back as I mentally gnaw and slowly tear apart the imagery. What did I really expect from the encounter? A heartfelt reunion or a Korean drama sequence? Clear to see that fate has drawn the lines of our lives not to run together, and so it shall not. What am I looking to see? I suppose acknowledgment. Of a time and moment. And I can do without closure, but it would have been nice to talk.