I AM...

This post is entitled i AM..basically its all the things i'm feeling..
i AM..

1) confused.. but open.. i thought that honesty and commitment were
all that was needed to build something.. hmm.. truth is.. life isn't
THAT easy.. haha.. but i know that hard work and effort will see me through..
I sound so.. erm.. idealistic don't i.. hahaha..

2)refeshed.. just because in me being open with everyone.. i feel..
that i don't need to be worried about having to censor.. or restrict myself..
and also.. people in turn.. are more open and positive towards me..
i appreciate it all i really do.. = )

3)worried.. that there's so much to do in life.. and i need to find MY way to
get there.. its a lil scary sometimes.. the things you want seem just
so far away and there are so many things in your way.. but have faith..
and take the steps to Make your own way there..

4)good.. i feel good.. strange good.. like i JUST can't put my finger on it..
but there's a good buzzing in my head.. one that says.. everything will be
ALRIGHT..

So much for my post everyone..
i hope that you can draw from these feelings..
take something positive home in a doggy bag..
love you guys..

WhooOoo Boy..

I just wanna Loosen Up man.. i feel So uptight..
That night of clubbing just wasen't doing It for me..
i've come to conclude..
that i REALLY need to be Free about stuff..
Open.. HOnest.. I might say the wrong things..
my Jokes May NOT be funny but hell..
i KNOw i Am one hell of a charismatic guy..
i think we'll all have more fun that way..

Recently i've been thinking twice before i do stuff..
i'm so PRACTICAL.. its... BORING honestly..
i love excitement.. TOTAL randomness...
I guess its why i Cnx with tris and ken..
For your info.. CNX Means (connect)..
you need to watch ALI G movie..

Tonnes Of funky Shit movies coming out..
Keep your Eyelids Peeled for these Headed 4 ya..!

TRANSFORMERS.. Boys will Bee Boys.. This is a BOys show..
seriously.. NOt being sexist.. but we grew up watching the cartoons..
countless hours trying to Transform the toys..
cuz instructions JUST aren't as easy as they look...!
Hold your Breath boys.. cuz this one was made for US..

The Fast & the Furious Tokyo Drift.. Ladies... IF he wants to go...
go with him.. WE don't ask for much.. Personally.. i think it'll just be Good..
Storyline may lack.. BUt.. it'll make up with Hot girls.. and HOTTEr Cars..!
Gotta love the speed.. Gives ya something to Work For..

Ghost RIder.. Now this one is for the comic BUffs..
Another Guy movie.. "I'm Sorry.. i AM a GUy you KNOW"
okay okay.. Marvel has a record of releasing crappy comic based MOvies..
Eg.. HULk.. DAREDEVIL.. ELECTRA.. FANTASTIC 4..
they are okay.. but lets be honest.. not Something to die for..
But i'm hoping.. and PRAYing they do ghostrider Justice...
he's one of my favs.. Biker Skeleton engulfed in flames..?
whats not to like.. = )

BOrat the MOVIe... If you have NO idea who he is... SCroll On down.. !
Better known as ALI G.. In this hilariously offensive movie,
Borat travels from his primitive home in Kazakhstan to the U.S.
to make a documentary. On his cross-country road-trip,
Borat meets real people in real situations..
if you have not watched any of this stuff.. DO it...
Not sure if it'll air here though..

SPiderman 3..
A complex web of secrets, vengeance, love and forgiveness,
Spiderman will not disappoint.. i HOPE..
venom will be in it.. so hopefully it gives some depth to the story..


That is ALL... Long POST..
but its over.. Ciao Lovelies..

This is a really cute thing i grabbed off the Friendster Bullet Board.. Enjoy~


You might agree with it, but when it actually happens
99% of girls dont realize it till it is too late and that guy who did it is so
frustrated thathe has moved on to someone who will take notice.


From a guys point of view:


We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some
random guy walks into the room and you jump
up and tackle him, without even introducing us,
yeah,it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him
for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact
that we're still there.


We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the
morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning.

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Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/gorgeous/ cute/ stunning,
we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence!


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Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood i'm in. LET US PAY FOR YOU!
DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say
"thank you."


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Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know
somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.


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You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place,
you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest
skirt you have or put on every kind of make up you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.

honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful
when she's just in her pj's. or my tshirt and boxers,
not all dolled up

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Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.

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Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt,BradPitt,
or Jesse McCartny is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.You have girlfriends for that.


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Whatever happened to theword "handsome"/"beautiful"
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with
"Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy" or
whatever else you can think of .
on the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )


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Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....
and say "i love you" .......AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

Hey You...

Thanks for Stopping by.. you know what..
let me just quickly update you on whats going on..
i've decided to "defer" my uni till may next year..
so i start with the normal batch.. and i'll be working till then...
mmMm.. cust service..? or teaching..? back at marist..? haha why not..
well yeah.. i think the experience will be wicked..

its SO weird.. i find.. that i can tap into pain and sadness very easily..
i know that right now someone is sitting alone in his car.. crying..
cuz he has so much to face at home.. in his life..
that someone is sitting alone in their room scared and alone..
Sigh.. i'm just dark that way.. i think what scares me most is...
the fragility of people.. because As Strong as you wanna come off..
everyone has their cracks.. well.. i won't bore you more with more
of my dismal blabber.. = )..
your smiles keep the nightmares away..

modelling class tmr... Whooo Boy.. hope the teacher doesn't
chew me up and spit me out.. Grin..
i shall read my book and sleep.. till tmr.. = )

night night my lovelies..
thanks for tuning in..