Its Just One of those days...

It just is isn't it..?
everything moves in "slo-mo"
where your brain is just straining to think..

Its downtime for me.. after a long field camp..
and all the shit thats been going on..
+*AhhHhhhhh...+*
-streaches on the chair-
Lord knows i need a break..
No thinking.. no worries.. no commitments..
just me, my whisky on the rocks and heavy metal..
but its back to camp tonight..
no rest for the weary eh..? my thoughts exactly..
might have to kiss my full leutinent goodbye..

Night pple.. sleep well..
with my head this heavy.. i know i will..

Eye of the tiger

Rising up, back on the street

Did my time, took my chances

Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet

Just a man and his will to survive

So many times, it happens too fast

You change your passion for glory

Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past

You must fight just to keep them alive

"The best things in life are worth fighting for, worth dying for'

everyday is a battle.. it isn't easy or perfect..

i won't go without a fight..

My dear Pc...

Nothing is quite like the the star filled tekong sky..
Look in awe as orion's belt points towards cyprus..
let the stars be your compass and it will guide you ..

weather you wanted to be here or not..
fate has lead you thus far..
but let me asssure you that there will be many good memories
when you work with ur specialists, treat them with respect.
many of them will look up to you for guidence.
as such, do your best and be a role model and teacher..
in turn they will help you the best they can.

as my OC once said, treat your recruit like your brother..
don't do anything to them you wouldn't do to your own sibling..
wise words..
Start by aligning them to your vision..
the more time u sacrifice teaching them
the better soldiers they become.
however it may not always be a bed of roses..
always punish with the intent for them to gain something..
that way.. you and the recruit will progress..

enjoy your stay in bmtc..
there is lots to learn and
soldiers to mold

Ah sarah..
looks like u understand how i feel..
each and every word u make screams..
of my pain and sorrow..
tremor and loud till my hearts content..
and it reverbs off the walls..
with every strum..
as i glide my pick over ur strings..
together with your friends..
we shatter the bouneries..

i can only thank you..
for putting my words into notes
so dark deep like a foreign language..
to speak within..

Retro SPECT..

Mmm... in this chinese new year season..
instead of Boring you with snippets of MY dreary life..
let me leave you with what hopefully might enrich ur life..
here goes..

i think alot of the time..?
the most comforatble pair of shoes to be in..
are probably yours.. perspective..
weather you see urself as being too short..
or too tall.. smart or slow..
wheather u have IT ..?

or not..
like i said.. ur shoes.. all worn in and comfy..
and although i AGREE that nothing feels quite as comfy as my
worn in nike AIR force ones.. or maybe my adidas..
many people can't see themselves in ANYTHING else
but that..

alright.. let me simplify..
take a step back out of ur skin..
and watch urself as a third party..
Take notice of what u do and how u feel..
listen to what you are actually saying..
hey.. who knows..?
you might hear something you like..?
or... don't like.. = )

anyway.. at this point in time i'd like to thank
all of you.. my Friends.. each and everyone
of you play different but intergral parts of my life..
adding the necessary colour and shades
to an otherwise monotone daily drag..

lets make changes in 2006...
and excell like our lives depend on it..

Lotsa love..

Andrew