'Wake Me Up When September Ends'

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends



Sometimes i wish i had half your wisdom..
How cool and composed you always looked..
never flinching an eyebrow.. 7 years..
Its not the same without you here...
miss you dad..

Helpless....

I'm so silent.. can't help but smile..
Beats bounce off the walls..
dust falls from the ceiling..
shaking the room to its foundation..
Desperate.. i shout.. praying for someone to hear me..

and silence again...
why bother.. smile..
give up..? give up...

"Only One"

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know


Here I go,
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know


Here I go,
scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one


This post is For my dearest trina..
you know me..
i'm no with words..
but sometimes songs seems to encapsulate just how i feel..
when i heard this song..
i could only think of you.. = )
Thanks for being my only one..

Ugh.. WORK~..

God damn i hate work politics..
This other PC in MY own company keeps arrowing ME~..!
Et to Brutae~?Sigh..
The things one will do to save your own ass...
But well its done.. Stupid A.I. ..
At least i learnt stuff today..
Muz learn to take things in my stride..

Grin.. BESIDES.. SOMEday i'll get him back..
hahahaha.. Ur ass.. IS MINE...
Thanks to trina.. for making things better..

NOw if you don't mind..
i gotta get back to hatching my evil scheme...
grin

Fade to Black..

Shadows amongst billions..
across the furthest edges..
then come the night..
and i fade to black..

Just one of many..
faces..faces.. so many faces..
a lifetime.. to mean nothing..
nothing..

A footprint in the sand..
A memory in the minds of men..
take another look..!
it is no longer..

It tears at my chest..
Eats me from inside..
i can't mean nothing..
i won't..

But i do...
don't i..?