Work, Study, Rinse, Repeat....

Been busy the last couple of days checking stuff off my
insurmountable "Things to do List". Which oddly enough
seems to keep growing instead of shortening.
*Scratches Head* Go figure..

5.02Am in the morning and I've decided take a break from
the arduous mugging and video lecture marathon, to strum
out some songs on the guitar and make a quick post.

So I hope you'll put up with my nonsensical and often
melancholic banter. I've noticed the relationships I have a tendency to
fall for or get involved with are always somewhat complicated.
Now before I start getting hate mail and death threats from
anyone, Hear me Out... :)

The onus is on me here and I'm not saying that the individual is
difficult. The context is purely the interaction and basis of the 2
individuals, more so than the one. At point of time you are
probably banging your head and about to throw a fit.
In Simple English..? If I make smarter choices i can avoid the
complications and getting burned...

Now back to the videos..
"where did i leave my popcorn...?"

As far as relationships go...

I can safely say that I take a very diplomatic
approach to most things in life, be it work,
school, family or any other conundrum. And
love certainly is no exception.

Let me be very clear, in no way do I see myself
as any sort of authority on the subject, however
I do understand that each relationship is different
and in turn has its different set of needs. Find one
where both parties needs are satisfied and Bingo.

Before you deem me wishy washy, sitting on the
fence or overtly simplistic, let me elaborate. The
premise of relationships should be on a clearly drawn
yes or no basis, which means, no maybes. The answers
may change with time, but still always be black and
white. Complication is the enemy. A big bad enemy
which more often than not leads to late nights
of sobbing and wallowing in too many unanswered
questions.

I'm no Nazi, I know I make relationships sound about
as exhilarating as reading from the telephone book, but
trust me, they are all about having fun, and having that
great connection. With all that said, I can whole heartedly
say that, As far as relationships go, I know nuts...





It's 7am, and if you don't mind, my bed beckons..
I bid you Adieu.

Juggling work and school commitments has never
been this taxing. Its the second week and already I
feel like i'm lagging behind in my readings and catching
up on my lectures. I can't seem to get my internal
clock to tune in to normal hours because of work.

Don't get me wrong, I like a good read..


















But recently it's been looking more like this...





















Readings await...
and i'm just teeming with excitementtt........


Oh and i've been watching "how i met your mother"
recently.. Alyson Hannigan.. HOT....

I think now is an appropriate time for a post.
what about, i'm not too sure. So lets start with
the recent going ons in my life.

School is about to start and i'll still be working
part time at bar none. And giving tuition to
Brian on Wednesdays. Gotta pay the bills if you
know what i mean.

Although late, i've made my appeal to finish my
final semester at buffalo. *fingers crossed*

I've just got back from a 10 day long trip to
Taiwan with the family. Which was somewhat
tedious as mom wanted to spend more time
traveling up and down the country to see
natural scenery whilst i wanted to spend
my time shopping, drinking and stuffing my face,
All at the same time if possible. But with all
trips, it is a good getaway from the daily
monotony and grind, so i shalt not complain.

Now on to the deep stuff.
Ken quoted something we once saw in a tv show.
Its a dash crude so i'll put it nicely. It is about
taking your man or women idol off the pedestal.
To often we put the ones we long for on a high
pedestal. Wondering how perfect it would be if..
how great, funny or intelligent he or she is.. and
how nobody else compares.. It resonated in me,
and if you are going through that, then i should in
you too. the reality of the situation is that we need
to not be hung up over losses in love. i know i have
been in the past and i still am, so i know what it
fells like. Do whatever it takes, cuz the world still
goes on.

Wandering aimlessly through blogs, i see posts of friends geared up for the holidays and new year. I think its great, and I'm really happy for them. I would never rain on anyone elses parade. December trips abroad with family and loved ones, new years resolutions and holiday bashes litter facebook statuses and blogs.

Such i pity that i have to end the year on a bad note.
That and well, all the work is just tiring me out. But i've never really been one for the holidays anyway so that works out. And as many times before, i sit by the com, whisky water by my side and ponder about the year. Not about anything in particular, but bask in there really being nothing to be thankful for. Oh, how selfish of me. Don't get me wrong, I Am thankful for my family, my health and all that usual stuff. What I MEANT, was nothing great happened this year to be proud of. Well i Digress. Before i let myself continue to blabber on, i'll end it here, sweet and short.

Merry Christmas friends, if i haven't spent time with you or seen you, I apologize, you still mean the world to me. May this holiday bring you together with the people who you love, and who love you. That is what should matter, above anything else. Adieu.