I can't help it, I'm just a sucker for a girl with a great smile.
One who isn't afraid to let loose and be free, stylish and live
in the moment. Yet come home and bask in the moment of
quiet togetherness. Huddle under a blanket watching a DVD,
spontaneous lunches and picnics at the park. Walking along
the sidewalk just because we can. It has to be that easy,
that comfortable, it has to be, perfect.

Something doesn't feel right.. giving tuition, joining the pageant,
drowning under my work. It all feels somewhat surreal, unplanned
even. Normally i like to fly by the seat of my pants now and again but
seems to me like a lot of change, a lot of new. I need to wrap my head
around it and get busy, there are different methods to the madness
after all. Should i just smile and take it in stride, or coldly calculate
the safest way to survive the temporary lapse of judgment?

Acceptance must surely be the first step to improvement. If so,
let the journey to wellness begin.

Another medal to add to my tiny collection of achievements. $70 bucks for 2minutes of quick climbing :)

Up a wall in 12.25 seconds! enough said. Lots to do Lots to do..

*oh and i tried to bite into my medal.. you know to see if it was one of those chocolate covered gold foil coins...... yea.. bad idea.....

Argh..! My head is buzzing like an angry hornets nest.
All the things i have to get done,

CONSIDER participating in the Pageant,
prep for MGS midterm next week,
meet Guao for drinks and entertain his Korean friends,
Make an appointment to cut my hair with ashley,
settle a tuition date for Mrs Siew's daughter

AND *oh my god there is an AND*
catch up on my school work...

Its times like these i wish i had that cigarette..
God just take me now....

Today i took part in the SIM rockclimbing competition
in both team and individual categories
Cuts and scratches on my arms, i eagerly await the results.
Team UB stands proudly in first place awaiting
a worthy or just plain lucky adversary to steal our title.
On the other hand, individually, i currently place 3rd.
Where we stand amongst the ranks, only tomorrow will tell.