Things to get done...

Essay for world civilisations..
Research paper and
oral presentation for english..
psych project..
Econs Project..

That and mid-terms looming a week away..
I think the phrase that best describes everything is..
Ohhh.. fuck..

After looking through my notes..
Playing guitar and a Warm shower..

Theres nothing like a nice relaxing evening
to put things in perspective..

Currents of the world take us away..
Faces and places old and new..
To experience magic and excitement..

We ride the wave and take in the sights..
and leave everything to time..

And we smile.. With no cares on our backs..
and only the future we love.. we smile..

Without you i have no reason to stay..

The song on my blog is by H.I.M..
its one of those bands i liked from way back..
and my first taste of love metal..

alot has been going through my head..
Its easy to be discombulated by love and emotions..
and in the eye of your mind
emotions and questions spiral around like a typhoon..
and there you are.. in the middle..

i've decided.. i need to detach myself from it all..
i can't be in a relationship given all thats happened..
emotionally i am worn and
don't have the strength..

And what is the point of it all..?
Love should be so much easier than this..
Without you i'll have no reason to stay..

New sem.. new Ballgame..

Its been awhile since i last posted...
:) nothing much to post actually..
i usually blog when i feel blue or down..
So things must be going pretty well..

Time flies.. So fast and i'm into my second sem..
Modules this sem are definatly more challenging..
Calculus.. World civilisations.. Macroeconomics.. Psy 101..
Must make constant effort not to keep on track..
and not let everything pile up..

i like it when life is like this...
simple.. and everything is well.. clear... well..
i'm gonna shower up and leave for my only class of the day..
*smiles* ONLY class of the day...
Cheers to excellent school PLanning~

Ciao..

Love is...

I'm up and at the com though its 5am in the morning..
somewhere between watching my cooking shows, reading my book
and making myself tomyam instant noodles..
i felt the incessant call to blog.. and i wouldn't be here
unless bloggng at this hour unless this would inevitability
lead me to some kinda of epiphany..

I was at the balcony.. looking up at the clear starlit night sky..
and i could just imagine myself utterly in love..
the visual in my head played as such..

we share a home.. and its been a long day..
and you lay your head on my lap..
tired but still laughing and joking..
and your dazed eyes still sparkle as you smile and look into mine..
and i stroke your hair as we share the day..
and i wonder how a guy like me ever got so lucky..
and at that moment..
i wouldn't want to be anyone else anywhere else in the world..

It is so simple huh..? 2 people sharing an odinary moment..
How smiles and joy and love.. can be had everyday..
i can see it.. the visual is so clear i almost fall into it..

I wonder.. am i the eternal optimist.. looking, living for that day..?
Is it practical..? will that even happen..? is it even possible..?
Or am i plain naive..? merely chasing a pipe dream..?
Don't know what it is about me.. i am a romantic..
Chasing hot girls and getting some just doesn't appeal to me..
i'm only 22.. is it too young to have these thoughts..?
so so SO many questions..

Well i definatly don't have the answers..
and i don't know where to start looking.. : )
But as usual.. i have a feeling things will turn out well..

A wonderful nights sleep and dreams to all..
Drew..