Okay.. todae.. hmmx.. well...
to say i'm totally over it.. is a lie..
i still nudges me and causes me
to get all serious and heavy..
but i'm not all over it like 2 days ago.

i realli like the song "there is" by boxcar racer..
it actualli makes me feel better.. thanks 4 the song tris..
i wasn't on good skate form todae..
guess i'm still recovering..? yah..
chinablack tmr night... $10 jugs...
that'll help.. i love the way i numbs me..
and the beach the next moring..
just what i need.. get it out of my system..

"Cuz i feel so mad.. i fell so angry..
Feel so careless.. so lost confused am i"

Boxcar racer.i feel so