4.25Am

As you can guess,
Its.. about 4.25am.
and since i coulden't sleep
i thought i'd just jot down some thoughts..
Had some .. good skating todae..
did 50.50 down my first hubba.. wicked man..
felt damn fucking sweet~~...
hung out with my bro, brendon , tris and sam..
when it rained.. we went to jam @ sam's place..
we goofed arnd more than anything..
we played...
"she's so high", "Hold on","feeling this" & "megalomaniac"
then went 2 far east to have BK for dinner..
and we played some pool..
came back.. hung out at 7-11.. haha..
and got back pretty late..
*sigh*.. actualli besides all that..
i got a lil tense and i snapped at my mom..
but apologised and its all good now..
guess cuz i'm tired and.. emotionally confused..?
yah.. i'm kinda at a crossroad..
so its pretty draining..
and thoughts keep buzzing in my head..
yah thats it.. but i realli dun wanna deal with relationship stuff..
so a big fat mental block shoud do it.. = )
till next time...

"'cause i am due for a miracle
i'm waiting for a sign
i'll stare straight into the sun
and i won't close my eyes
'til i understand or go blind"
Thrice.Stare at the sun